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23rd November 2009

Only - N.I.N.

I’m becoming less defined, as days go by
Fading away, well you might say I’m losing focus
Kind of drifting into the abstract in terms of how I see myself
Sometimes, I think I can see right through myself
Sometimes, I think I can see right through myself
Sometimes, I can see right through myself

Less concerned, about fitting into the world
Your world that is, cause it doesn’t really matter anymore
(No, it doesn’t really matter anymore)
No, it doesn’t really matter anymore
None of this really matters anymore

Yes, I am alone, but then again I always was
As far back as I can tell, I think maybe it’s because
Because you were never really real to begin with
I just made you up to hurt myself

I just made you up to hurt myself
Yeah, and I just made you up to hurt myself
I just made you up to hurt myself
Yeah, and I just made you up to hurt myself

And it worked
Yes it did!

There is no you, there is only me
There is no you, there is only me
There is no fucking you, there is only me
There is no fucking you, there is only me

When, the tiniest little dot caught my eye
And it turned out to be a scab
And I had this funny feeling
Like I just knew it’s something bad

I just couldn’t leave it alone
I kept picking at that scab
It was a doorway trying to seal itself shut
But I climbed through

Now I’m somewhere I am not supposed to be
And I can see things I know I really shouldn’t see
And now I know why now, now I know why
Things aren’t as pretty on the inside

There is no you, there is only me
There is no you, there is only me
There is no fucking you, there is only me
There is no fucking you, there is only me

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22nd November 2009

Realitatea

Nu postul ci cuvintul. Scriu putin pentru ca nu pot sa imi tin fagaduiala (cea in care spuneam ca voi scrie doar lucruri pozitive). Nu e o explicatie doar o precizare facuta pentru mine. Si o calc acum.

As vrea sa iti spun lucruri frumoase, as vrea sa pot sa te inveselesc, as vrea dar nu imi vine. Acidul e prea mult in mine incit copleseste baza care ar fi trebuit sa il neutralizeze. Cel putin asa stau lucrurile in clipele de fata. Asa ca poti trece peste aceasta insemnare pentru ca va fi amara si acida.

In seara asta optimistul si-a luat liber asa ca esti “blocat” cu pesimistul de serviciu. De fapt realistul pentru ca nu vad lucrurile mai negre decit sint.

Proasta natie mi-am “ales”. Ghilimelele sint ironice. Zic proasta pentru ca asta ne e starea de fapt in anul de gratie 2009. De ce? Uita-te in jur. Dar priveste bine, dincolo de aparente. Ce vezi? Lumea traieste bine? Sau de pe o zi pe alta? Raspunsul ti-l poti da fara sa-l mai scriu eu aici. Ar fi deprimant daca as face-o.

Maine sau mai bine zis azi intrucit e trecut de miezul noptii vor fi alegerile. Nu spun despre asta nimic pentru ca nimic nu se va schimba in bine. Eventual in rau, asta da, se poate si mai rau. De ce nu cred ca se pot schimba in bine? E simplu, sint aceiasi oameni, aceleasi partide, aceleasi grupari, aceleasi interese care-si disputa intaietatea la impartirea ciosvirtei ce dupa 20 de ani de “democratie” inca mai e carnoasa si zemoasa.

Culmea sadismului nu-i asa?

Ca-n bancul acela:

Sfintul Petru vazind Romania creata de Dumnezeu l-a intrebat: “Doamne dar de ce ai facut tara asta asa bogata fata de vecinii ei, are munti, dealuri, campii, aur, petrol, gaze naturale, mare, lacuri, rauri…” la care Dumnezeu a raspuns: “stai sa vezi ce populatie va avea…”

Asta e realitatea. Avem cu ce dar nu avem cu cine sau avem cu cine dar preferam sa lasam pe altii sa ne calce in picioare, sa ne conduca, sa ne fure, sa ne bajocoreasca, sa ne ingroape de vii.

De unde am ajuns asa noi cei care am tinut piept sute de ani celor care au tot incercat sa ne cotropeasca? Unde e spiritul neinfrint? Unde sint sufletele ce stiau sa puna mina pe coasa, furca, baltag sau orice putea fi folosit pentru a-si apara si cere drepturile? Chiar toti au disparut?

De unde atita delasare, pervertire, lipsa de coloana vertebrala? Cita toleranta fata de nemernici mai puteti avea mai romanilor?

Da. Sinteti niste romani! Propozitia asta poate fi considerata injuratura in prezent. La cum sint romanii azi.

Romanilor!!! Mai dormiti mult? Trebuie sa ajunga cutitul dincolo de os ca sa faceti ceva?

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18th November 2009

I’m a music junkie

This is for all you junkies out there.

(Muzica e toata straina de aici mesajul in engleza)

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